down the drain

Life is made complicated.
Sometimes we've just got to deal with it.

Screw everything right now.
Time has to slow down, or stop maybe.
SPM is nearing. I think there is only 90 days left ?
Fuck that !

Im sorry but i can't be perfect.

I think im going to be making Anu upset.
As, my dentist appointment and family visiting is clashing.
Im super sorry. I'll do anything to make it up to you.
Your birthday just happen to happen at the wrong time.
This is not the first time y'know.